Who knows?
Should I shift? ):
Thinking about hols makes me wanna laugh and cry. Countless projects and the different groupings..., think it'd be the most hapz hols of my poly life thus far. Then MST after, no kidding manz! & i REALLY have to meet with Winnie & Dan. I wrote it down in my diary, i will not ditch for sure.
I think I'm old. My skin is withering ): FUCKETY FUCK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo ): What can I say? You've gotta love life man.
Happy birthday to Dearest Xuan Sistaz 4eva & Bobdog assclown of class! Stay young!
Bean's been brilliant :*
Several cheer-worthy things brightened my otherwise mundane & lifeless school week
Happy or what? Can't tell you how comforting this is, especially amidst the mountains of projects/reports/assignments to complete!
Well, there comes a time in life when i guess, reality finally hits you that perfection is an impossible concept. For me, i think the time is now. I am proud to say, I have never been a perfectionist & never will be for I am very happy, pleased & contented with the way these imperfections and flaws are shaping around my life.
Ugly is good. Ugly is essential. Without the Ugly, the Beautiful would only be ordinary.
Love lots,
Jacq
P/S HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIAN!
For a while, I kinda forgot what my url was...
Nothing interesting these days. Me ish nort hip&hapz worzx! I am thinking of _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ my _ _ _ . Sigh, I'll just see what goes.
So, I've been quarantined in my room...., because of the flu.
The weather's horrendous.
Thank god for Bean, I stayed alive.
I watched Pretty Woman (1990) on my laptop ystd, was dead bored! Turned out pretty good. Richard Gere looked hot then. Well, that was what, a year before I was born?
Well, that's about all.
Today was a big fat joke. I was having one of my nightmarish explosions because my parents, ahem, upset me.
Met Bean and witnessed his disastrous hair transformation HAHA! Not that bad lah, just the fringe yknw........ Afterwhich we had prata then had a phone conversation which went along the lines of,
Me: I am very angry and pissed now!!!!!! I dont understand why they have to do this to me! $*@^#@%#@%#*@%
B: Why! Don't worry, we'll get through this together okay? I'll think of a way. I can help you blah blah blah......
Me: I wanna kill myself! Do you think I'd die if I ate a lot of chillies? Like a few thousands chilli padis? Oh no, maybe I'll break the world record. I bet they'll be happier then. (Seriously, I said that :/)
B: No, you won't die. Don't do this okay...... Don't be like that....
Me: Maybe I should just eat 5000 otahs. Why not I quit school and we'll elope! I'll elope to your house. Then you can continue studying, get 3.9 every sem, graduate, go to work and support me. Then I can just have a baby...
B: Haha, okay.... I dont mind (I kinda forgot what he said)
Me: I'm so angry with them now!!!!!!! I wanna have a baby now!!!!!
B: ..................
Me: Okay, I'm going to go have an otah baby now! I hate you, bye!
(OUR CONVERSATION ENDS)
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You don't know me man! :/ The things I say........................., is just......
GEMS registration today. Amusing little thing, GEMS. Had to log on early to wait till the clock strikes 12pm to register. Its plain stupidity how they think they can 'diversify' our knowledge with a single GEMS module. I mean I so happen to have no interest in Science and Technology & Business Management, because 1) I see no reason to learn how to build my own computer 2) I do not intend to have an online business 3) None of the modules offered interests me. So isn't it dumb have such a rigid system? If I so happen to be interested in all the Humanities modules, then what? I have to suffer a Semester of Sc & Tech? Bullshit. I am annoyed, irritated and confused as to why I have to take modules that doesn't interest me in the first place. Yes, I want humanities!
Okayzzz, so at the end of all this I still had to take Business Management OR Sc & Tech :/ BRRRRRRRRR....!!!!! My GEMS module is....., something something creativity. See! I don't even give a damn enough to remember the module's name.
Kinda dread the coming School term.
Enough for a short update, I need sleep, food and medicine. I dont want my body to fail me yet again besides, I'm going to be working ALONE tmrw ):
xxx
I don't really have much going on in my life & I actually like fading into the background. The past 20 months, I would say, were the most fulfilling days of my life because....... you know why.
Desperate to go bowling again > ); BUT WORK, is, er, important, I guess.
*#@&$^$*@#^$!!!!!
Anywaysssss, Gossip Girl is officially out. It's becoming boring, like why would you I wanna watch people - fictional characters lash out at each other? No. I don't know, just lost interest anyways. Ugh, okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy...., TV is an integral part of our lives, right?
Very damn fucking happy with my trip to The Salvation Army!!!!!!!